Yea I noticed that, and it isn't really offtopic, and yea, I found her profile in december 2004 and really liked her and most of what I got trying to talk to her was "Sacliliad closed the coversation", but I still loved her art and had her thing watching me on deviantart, which is where most our little tidbits of communication took place. Then a couple of months back when my psychosis stuff started comeing back she really loved reading about it and fell in love with my writing and stuff. That really flattered me, and recently we started writing poems together, and yea... I started to have feelings for her, I wanted to get them off my chest so I wrote her a crappy poem, and she wrote me a beautiful one in return.